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[Dec. 3rd, 2007|07:49 am] |
i fly out of Ft Lauderdale in less than 48hrs to Venezuela.
im completely fuckin stoked.
i get to spend a couple hours in Puerto Rico on my way down. Im excited about that too since ive never been there.
but yeah, im gonna be in Venezuela until January 20th. crazy i know. a whole month and a half.
last time i went i stayed for 3 weeks and it felt like forever. 6 weeks this time... nuts.
idk whats gonna happen when i come back. its too far from now to think about yet.
Orlando has been good. ive got to spend some time with old friends and made a couple new ones.
Thanksgiving with friends is pretty awesome. I miss my mom though. atleast ive got to spend this time with my lil sis. shes awesome and shes got a great future ahead of her.
ive mostly just been chillin and hangin out but i did get to see Kids Like Us for the first time since 2001 which was amazing. I got to see Down To Nothing again too. so fuckin good.
ive been surrounded by lots of frat dudes and sorority chicks. its not that bad. most of them mean well theyre just stupid and spoiled and have their priorities mixed up. i dont mind em tho.
i tried to go snag an LX. no go. The stores are overstaffed like mad and they glue their backs on too. oh well.
ive been eating like a gastric bypass patient lately.
6 times a day, every 3hrs, 3-6oz portions of chicken and vegetables.
and only drinking water.
my friend maleko just had gastric bypass and thats how hes eating. hes losing weight so fast.
hopefully itll have the same effect on me. idk why it wouldnt... im used to the hungry feeling now. im pretty sure thats the only benefit of having your stomach sewn up... (feeling full) idk we'll see
i weighed myself for the first time in like a year the other day... 328.5lbs
its actually less than i thought i weighed. last time i weighed myself i was like 345 and i know i got bigger than that for a little bit so i guess i lost some weight. doesnt matter its just good to have a starting weight so i know if i lose from now on.
hopefully when i return to FL ill be at least 30lbs lighter. i dont think it should be a problem. hopefully ill find somewhere to workout while im down there. Im pretty sure im gonna be working with my dad in a warehouse again. hopefully ill be able to save up a couple bucks too. i really need to buy a shader and my own tubes and needles and ink when i get back.
also, Taylor Swift is my new guilty pleasure. Google her.
thats all for now.
happy holidays everyone. |
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[Nov. 12th, 2007|01:44 am] |
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i dont even believe in god but that fuckin 'amazing grace' song on The Almost's cd fuckin gets me every time. |
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[Oct. 30th, 2007|06:30 am] |
ive been trying to live healthier lately.
i gave up drinking Coke and pretty much everything except water about a month ago.
i was seriously drinking soda like nonstop all day everyday.
it was killing me.
so ive been drinking a ton of water and trying to eat healthier and trying to exercise as much as possible.
so far i think im doing pretty good.
we dont have a scale so im not actually sure if ive lost any weight yet but i feel 100% better.
Alexxx bought Shauncey a badass stationary bike like a week ago and weve both been riding the shit out of it.
the first night i rode for like 7 miles... took me like 30 mins i think.
since then ive had a 50 min 11.5 mile ride
a 40 min 10 mile session
and tonight i rode for an hour straight. like 13 miles or somthing idk i wasnt looking, i just wanted to go for an hour.
and this weekend we went to New Orleans...
i probably walked a solid 15 miles along bourbon street and other cool places in the area.
like 4hrs almost constant walking.
speaking of Bourbon Street and only drinking water and wanting to live healthier.
i quit drinking.
i dont plan on ever drinking again either.
ive had my share of horrible drunken wastoid nights and im completely over it all.
nothing about alcohol or any other substances amuses me anymore.
although ive never had the urge to smoke cigarettes and only rarely rarely ever smoked pot and nothing else... im just done with it.
including Bourbon Street, ive had probably 5 chances to drink since ive made up my mind and ive turned it down every time.
ive been thinking about it for a while now.
theres alot more to it than just wanting to live a healthier lifestyle, like Dad issues and stuff but i dont wanna get into that. i just know im done.
people keep asking me if im straightedge now...
i dont feel like a straightedge guy. so i dont think ill be claiming that anytime soon.
id actually like someone to talk more about it with me.
but yeah
life update. |
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[Oct. 12th, 2007|04:14 am] |
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i fuckin love the weather today! |
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[Oct. 11th, 2007|05:07 am] |
i want to talk to someone about somthing that i dont want to post about...
but i have no one to talk to.
i need a best girl friend. |
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[Sep. 12th, 2007|07:50 pm] |
i get sick everytime the seasons change.
it sucks.
my throat is sore and my nose is stuffy. |
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[Aug. 29th, 2007|11:05 pm] |
So i got my knuckles tattooed.
and heres me being all gaylike with them.
theyre huge.
im pretty stoked on them.
talk amongst yourselves. |
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[Aug. 27th, 2007|04:08 pm] |
i want a Vespa.
specifically THIS Vespa.
I heard you dont need to have a valid driver's license to own one and i dont see my license becoming unsuspended anytime soon. |
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[Aug. 26th, 2007|08:49 pm] |
so instead of staying up til 9 or 10am last night I passed out at like 1 or 2am and slept like a rock til 9am.
my body must be terribly confused. |
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[Aug. 25th, 2007|06:52 pm] |
am I the only person that wasn't required to read the Diary of Anne Frank in elementary school?
I'm kinda glad I'm reading it now instead of just walking around feeling like I already know everything about her because I was forced to read it before I was 10yrs old.
I seriously doubt I had the mental capacity at that age to truly take anything beneficial away from this.
I feel like I'm finally at an awareness level great enough to give this girl and her story the respect it deserves and I'm not just breezing through this because I have a book report due monday and I want to go outside and play...
is this making any sense to anyone?
maybe I did read it when I was a kid...
I always knew the jist of it, and I think that's all most people know... the jist of it.
I just think this kind of book is above a 3rd graders comprehension level and it kinda pisses me off that schools make kids read this before they are mentally capable of seeing the big picture.
maybe I'm just not as smart as I think I am.
fuck american public schools.
every other country teaches the native language and english as mandatory courses and then kids study a third language as an elective.
I like that. |
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[Aug. 25th, 2007|07:10 am] |
ive got an IAM account now on BME...
thats pretty cool.
its 7am. i think i'll try to finish Pan's Labyrinth and then get some much needed sleep. |
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[Aug. 24th, 2007|06:20 pm] |
im thinking about getting HOPELESS ROMANTIC tattooed on my knuckles.
infact, im pretty set on it. so embrace it.
in other news,
Honesty really is, in fact, the best policy. |
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[Aug. 24th, 2007|06:03 pm] |
i fell asleep at like 6am last night while trying to finish Pan's Labyrinth.
then i woke up at 930am in a panic for some reason and wasnt tired at all so i edited stuff on my iPod and then just laid in bed listening to bands that i hadnt heard before.
so before i know it its like 1230pm and i have to get ready for work in an hour so all hopes of maybe getting some more sleep are gone.
then i passed out at i guess 1245pm or so and i woke up again at 130pm when my alarm went off.
i woke up all super tired and in the 45mins i was asleep i had a crazy dream that like a buncha highschool friends were in.
weird.
i guess ill try again to finish Pan's Labyrinth tonight.
lets hope my sleep schedule smooths itself out here soon.
its killing me.
haha
my iPod is on shuffle in the shop right now and the Cure was just playing and someone finally skipped it and Myck yells, 'thank you!'
only to be followed by another Cure song that got skipped before anyone but myself noticed it was the Cure again.
(thats probably not going to be funny to anyone at all mike.
in fact... you didnt even think it was that funny to begin with.
stop writing... wtf.)
bye |
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[Aug. 21st, 2007|03:33 pm] |
I'm running on about 3 hours of sleep.
instead of my normal 5.
I stayed up til 1130am finishing a book I've been reading here and there for about a month now.
I can't remember the last time I read a book cover to cover. it feels good.
I'm reading 3 or 4 books off and on lately. I can't wait to finish another one.
reading is one of a handful of things keeping me happy these days.
the others are; friendship, tattoos, family and movies.
and the hope that someday soon ill be able to do exactly what I've been dreaming about for years...
fuck this place. it sucks and anyone who thinks otherwise is mistaken. |
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[Aug. 11th, 2007|06:56 am] |
i dont write in this thing very often at all
i just looked over the few posts ive made and realized how much my life has slowed down in past year and a half
im reading alot lately
mostly because i can pretty much get any book i want for free
its nice
ive also been trying to learn a few new languages
hebrew being the hardest of the 3
the others are french and spanish
i already know alot of spanish, id just like to be completely fluent
and french is pretty similar to spanish so its easy for me to pick up
hebrew is just fucking insane
if i can manage to get a grasp of this ancient language then i think ill be able to tackle things like german and italian with ease
after that i want to learn chinese
ive pretty much come to the conclusion that the only thing that makes sense in this world is education.
education and travel.
i have no reason to believe that my purpose on this earth is to spread the word of Jesus and praise this God everyones talking about...
i def dont believe Jesus was ever a walking breathing human... its been a topic of debate for a good while now in my small circle of friends. Im not the best at explaining everything ive learned about the relationship of "Jesus" and so many other 'Sun-Gods' but theres a video on www.zeitgeistmovie.com that i recommend everyone watches(the first of the 3 parts of the movie anyway). and no, that isnt my only resource... ive looked into the existence of Jesus Christ thoroughly and found nothing to back him up besides "faith"
im really bad with words on that topic
anyway, hence the education binge.
educate yourself and live however makes you happy.
if something is stopping you from being the absolute happiest you can be, drop it.
whether its a relationship or a job or whatever
its not worth being unhappy for a second over it.
idk why im trying to put all this shit in my head on 'paper' at 730am
i know its not gonna come out how id hoped
umm
i really wanna go to new york city as soon as possible
and london and paris
fuck
traveling and seeing all the different cultures in the world will be amazing
ive only be all throughout the southeast and to venezuela once but im addicted to travel
i feel like i should end up living in a big city.
i burnt out
time to fall asleep reading |
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[Apr. 26th, 2007|04:39 am] |
I've officially forgotten how to cry...
and the worst thing about it is how truly sad it is when you realize that the once warm and functioning organ in your chest you call your heart, has frozen and hardened into a useless black piece of coal...
I'm being dramatic...
but by the look on my face you couldn't tell.
wtf
did anyone else feel this way after seeing Stranger Than Fiction? |
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[Nov. 10th, 2006|03:35 am] |
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after i post this bulletin im breaking down my computer, throwing it in my truck and heading out to venture the world.
heres where ill be for the next month or so.
tonight - pensacola for the Attila show/sleeping at the Homestead or maybe in Crestview.
tomorrow - Crestview in the morning/Tallahassee at night with WSBU/sleeping somewhere in Tally or in the van.
sunday - Tallahassee back to Crestview and probobly sleeping there too.
monday - root canal in Niceville/sleeping at Jades.
then until Thanksgiving Break ill be at Jades on Mon-Wed nights and in Pcola at the Homestead on Thurs-Sun nights.
Ill be in North Carolina at my moms new place for Thanksgiving and then back to the Jades/Pcola routine until Dec17th.
The day after Winterfest2 ill be heading back up to NC for Christmas and such and to work at a Ski/Snowboard shop on Sugar Mtn.
Ill be back probobly on Jan 1st and ill be officially settled in Pcola for next semester at UWF. Ill be living with Shauncey/Luke/and Grant at the Homestead in summer camp conditions.
Then after next semester ill be moving to Orlando/getting a house with my sisters and Gene and attending UCF.
being grown up is gunna suck.
see you around.
-mike gil
p.s. ive decided to get 'NOMAD' tattooed on me somewhere. |
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[Oct. 17th, 2006|12:47 am] |
if you lie to me,
you better hope i never find out.
it pisses me off more than anything else in this fucked up world.
i might be a lot of things but atleast im honest.
you're no fuckin friend of mine.
take it to the grave. you fucking pussy bitch.
(probobly not directed towards you) |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2005|06:18 am] |
i wish i could fuckin fall asleep before 4am.
just once. it'd be a nice christmas present.
i'm not expecting anything anyways.
my mom is in Venezuela for 3 weeks.weak.
she'll be back on the 7th of Jan. or somthing. not too sure.
she left a couple days ago, but i'm just now starting to miss her.
not like i see her too much anyway when she's in town.
our schedules are totally opposite.
but i just miss comming home and hearing her say goodnight or somthing.
done with that.
anyway, i went to wal-mart at like 245am with my little sister.
i bought 20 variously colored recorders. yanoe the fuckin flute-type deals we all had to learn how to play in elementary school? yeah. well walmart was selling these things for 88cents a piece.
so everyone gets a fuckin purple or orange recorder for christmas. MERRY CHRISTMAS.
bought some other shit too.
im not in the greatest of moods. its 615am.
bought BADder SANTA and watched that for the first time. just finished it actually.
good fuckin movie. the black midget is fuckin hilarious. haha.
what else, what else......
fuck it. im goin to bed.
oh! Across5Aprils, GloryOfThis, FallOfMan, SleepingAlone, GwenStacey, BurningLoveLetters and AmongThem.
thats right. 7 good ass bands. FTWALTONBITCH. JAN 2nd. 10$ HAPPY NEW YEAR fuckers.
www.myspace.com/brokenheartproductions
im a pretty big deal.
people know me.
suck my ass.
im out. |
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[Nov. 29th, 2005|09:43 pm] |
so........... i was cleaning out my car tonight, and decided i should make a list of all the weird shit i found.
here it goes... and who might be the owner(like this).
1.a box of gloves (luke)
2.a decent Sony cd player (mine now)
3.a remote for said cd player(also now mine)
4.2 pairs of headphones(mine)
5.bronzer and mascara(mine....sike, i think ashleigh)
6.a fancy headband(ashleigh)
7.a can of tunafish(from katie's house, mine now)
8.a checkbook(erik)
9.various flyers for various shows
10.a purple jacket(ashleigh)
11.a book of lyrics(WSBU)
12.a half written B-day card(anna)
13.a staplegun(me)
14.3 cans of "Campbell's Soup At Hand"(erik)
15.a bottle of sweet tea
16.2 trucker hats(mine)
17.a Mighty Ducks Starter jacket(haha me)
18.numerous magnetic words(geek squad)
19.an Arkitekt cd (mine i think)
20.a ScarsOfTomorrow sticker(mine)
21.there was a few other things........ but i cant remember them.
anyway..... im bored again.
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